Anyone been through this? I’m not sure what to do.

HomeCategory: BreakupsAnyone been through this? I’m not sure what to do.
SouthernBelle asked 7 years ago

I have been with a guy 3 and a half years he has his nice moments. When he isn’t nice its really bad…he calls me fat, and picks on me. I have a friend i have known 10 years who i love to death and he would do anything for me. I want to be with him but i don’t know if he feels the same and im heartbroken over it I love the guy i’m with but I cant deal with the hurt, and the pain he causes when he speaks to me the way he does. My friend would kill him if he knew just how mean he is. I have been put on antidepressants, have no self-esteem and hate my body because of the him. What should I do? (other than get a councilor) Should I see if my friend wants to date and leave the guy im with or do i stay because I love him….i just cant stand the way he acts and treats me anymore i cant even look him in the eyes. He brings up us getting engaged then when I asked why were not he said its my fault I have not earned it and we would have been but I screwed it up. He hates my family and I just cant do it anymore. He has just told me my dead grandfather would hate who I am adn that man meant the world to me and died not too long ago…im so confused I don’t know to do…help please